In a flash it all slipped away. I dont know where the slippery slope started but i know now whats at the bottom. Looking back it all seems like a dream... a nightmare. Looking inside it has taken its toll on my everything. In the pit my stomach things churn. So many things beyond my control have taken over my life. What will be left of me?
I no longer feel like i have a heartbeat... it feels like my soul is pounding to get out of my body. My body a shell to big for the smaller version of me that lives there today.
